“I don’t find joy in being a father.” These were the words that I blurted out to my wife on the way home from a wedding about two years ago.
The words didn’t just come to me on the way home. In fact, my wife wasn’t the first person to hear them come from my mouth. Earlier that evening, at the wedding, my wife had to leave to go home to feed our two-and-a-half-month-old who was at home refusing to take a bottle.
As if from a scene in a movie, as she walked out of the reception